Late at night

I usually sleep quite well. Not even a drug induced sleep, just a sound sleep on my own. Last night I had one of the most erratic nights of sleep I've had in years. Probably since the kids slept through the night. I can't let this consume me, as I can't control it. I need to look for a good book to download. I don't want her to feel bad also we aren't talking about it yet. It's a lot. A lot to digest. A lot to think about. A lot to deal with for all of us.